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Hey, there Soldier!
Two Hours of Straight Journaling
A couple of pages down and my hands were fried
This is what I learned:
Brother.
It’s been a while since she left your life.
You’ve moved on, but you still get flashbacks of her.
Piece of advice?
Don’t try to fight it.
There’s nothing wrong with reminiscing the beautiful moments you shared.
Forget the bad. Hold onto the good.
When it’s all… twitter.com/i/web/status/1…
— Masculinity Rediscovered🚨 (@BecomeAManAgain)
4:01 PM • Apr 22, 2023
I saw this thread on Twitter and it confirmed a couple of beliefs I had:
I am glad I met her
Did it make me feel like I wasted time?
Yes, it did
However, I would have never known that she wasn’t one if I hadn’t asked her out in the first place.
I am still that I had good moments with her.
Hate doesn’t get you anywhere
When we broke up I felt like I got played
My masculine instinct was to hate her for life.
Although I don’t talk to her anymore,
It doesn’t mean I hate her
I can’t see her as a friend again
I still wish the best for her
If I didn’t, then I can’t be a Christian
We killed Jesus and he still loves every single one of us
So I can’t hate someone
Even if she broke me apart.
Use my anger, sadness, and/or whatever to push me to become better
“If you don’t use your feelings, your feelings are going to use you” - Alex Hormozi
If my feelings make me go to the gym every day for the rest of my life,
Maybe it is not that bad of an idea to act on my feelings
But I must be careful because making decisions in an unclear emotional mistake can backfire quickly.
Things I am working on this week
Testing Season
I am studying for an international test for Psychology
I led a study group with a couple of my friends that are taking the same test from my school, and I hope that I helped them succeed in this.
Yes, I don’t think that school is going to take me out of the rat race
But, leading an event, is a valuable experience that I could carry on outside of the matrix.
Consistency and studying for something are things I can use outside the school system.
Changing Routine
“Adhering to a daily sleep schedule can be highly beneficial for your overall health and well-being.”
My previous sleeping schedule was:
Saturday-Wednesday - 7 pm - 4 am
Thursday-Friday - 11 pm - 7 am
Although I don’t think it is a bad sleeping schedule
Perhaps I would benefit more if I went to bed at the same time every day
My reasoning for this schedule is that I would have more time to be able to do things at the same time
But then my most important schedule (sleep) wouldn’t be coherent everyday
So I will be trying out a new sleeping schedule starting Sunday, April 23rd
New Relationships
I want to create meaningful relationships with like-minded people
I found some people in my school who watch Hamza and are on self-improvement
I have to keep them close to me
They are also two years younger than me
So maybe I can help them succeed as well as they can help me
Mutual Relationship, Mutual Benefit.
Good Luck with the rest of your week soldiers.
Murilinho signing out